Thursday, June 27, 2019

khidki bachpan ki

खिड़की मेरे बचपन की
खुलती है तुम्हारी तरफ मेरे दोस्त
शरारतों की खनक होती थी
तुम्हारे आने से जब हर रोज़

स्कूल के बेख़याल दिन
जब क्लास में बैग फेंक
भाग जाते थे हम खुले मैदान
कोई रोक नहीं थामती हमें
बस थे धागे दोस्ती के दरमियान

टीचर की डाँट पे भी हंसी की फुआर
आखरी बेंच पे किलकारियों की कतार
एक दूसरे की नोटबुक पे लिखना
चुटकुले और अनकहे राज़ कई हज़ार

वो लंच टाइम की घंटी
जैसे जेल से छूटे कैदी
और पड़ोसी के टिफ़िन की महक
हमेशा लगती अपनी से कहीं अच्छी

कॉरिडोर में हमारे जूतों की गर्जन
कभी खुसपुसाहट जब मैडम पढ़ाती थी लेसन
केमिस्ट्री टीचर का हर बात पे चॉक फेंकना
कहना- रहोगे तुम लोग हमेशा ही डफर

कैसे साल बीते बने दशक
जीवन में घुली कितनी ही नई महक
गालियाँ कुछ छूटी कुछ रास्ते ही बदल गए
अपनी मंज़िल की तरफ हम बिना रुके जो बड़े

पर आज भी खिड़की खोलती हूँ जब
घड़ी हर घड़ी बचपन की
वहीं रुके हुए तेरे क़दमों से मिलते हैं मेरे कदम
मानों सालों की अटूट संगत हो मेरे मन की









Monday, June 24, 2019

daulat tumhari

मन में उलझनों का ताना बाना
और उसपे तुम्हारा हौले से आ जाना
गरीब सा दिल मेरा बेचारा
तुम बरसा दो खुशियों का खजाना

कितनी रखी है मेरी अलमारी में
ख्वाहिशें इधर उधर बिखरी फैली
गरीब सा दिल मेरा पर बेचारा
और खाली इसकी सारी तहें

दौलत जहाँ की मेरे दर का मुख करे
बस करती नहीं तेरी हवाएं सुहानी
गरीब सा दिल मेरा यह बेचारा
मिलती नहीं जिसे दौलत तुम्हारी


Thursday, June 20, 2019

boondein

बूंदे कितनी भारी हैं आज बारिश की
कितनी जानी पहचानी सी
हथेली में कुछ मिनट खेल के
फिर बह जाती हैं पानी सी

देखती हैं बीते पल इनमें
मुस्क़ुरती आखें मेरी कुछ नम
गीली गीली बूँदें ये अनुरागी
दिल को सेंके मेरे मद्धम

इनकी छम छम में छिपी है
खनकती हँसी प्रिय तुम्हारी
एक रोज़ जब एक टक निहारे हमने
समस्त सहर एक साथ थी गुज़ारी

खिड़की पे बैठी हूँ इन बूंदो को गिनते
सहस्त्र हैं ये जैसे हैं यादें तुम्हारी
कल बारिश से कह दूँगी ना लायें अब यादें
अब कल लाये संग दस्तक तुम्हारी







Tuesday, June 18, 2019

sahaj sa jeevan

एक सहज सा जीवन दे दो
रोपूँ खुशियों के पेड़ जिसमें
रोज़ कुछ बूँद अनुराग की टपकें
मेरे आँगन में तुम्हारे कदम जब पड़ें

एक सहज सा जीवन दे दो
एक सी सुबह और एक सी ही दोपहरी
हर  दिन वही हो दिनचर्या
हमारी गुफ्तगू और हमारी हँसी

एक सहज सा जीवन दे दो
ढेर सारे पल जियें एक और अनगिनत
यादों के ख़ज़ाने भर जाएँ हृदय में
पुलकित हो मन इन्ही की छांव तले

एक सहज सा जीवन दे दो
जहाँ कदम हमारे निसंकोच बढ़ें
रास्ते लम्बे हों मंज़िल की ओर
और...
इनमें हम साथ चले बिलकुल धीरे

Men in blue and we Indians

And there they were,
sweaty and tired
panting for breath
enthusiasm not mired

Ours claps and cheers
deafening and echoing
as they walked - hand in hand
basking in their doing

Standing ovation many
Many a frantic bows
All forms of appreciation
mesmerized souls filling the rows

Our eyes transfixed on the field
A nation bound by those few men
Forgotten boundaries of creed
A goal, A target we all reckon

And there they are
Heads held high
Dancing to the win
We all stand in unison
Finally, chanting the national hymn



Wednesday, June 12, 2019

maanav ki kriti

श्वास अनगिनत अशर्त जीवन के
बटोरे मैंने और तुमने
जब हवा जल और सूर्य धरती पे उजले 
पुलकित मानुष और जीव जंतु हुए

कृति सुनहरी,
चक्षु संजोये दर्शन जिसके
ब्रमांड की अलौकिक अद्वित्य सृष्टि
देख मनुष्य भी दहाड़ा -  रचूं मैं भी...
कुछ अद्भुत  और अपूर्व

पर द्वेष और अहंकार से लिपटा
जैसे सर्प चंपा बेल को जकड़े
मानव ने तर्क वितर्क बहुत किये
और परम्परा के घेरे जन्में

सुशोभित करूँगा ये धरा
और उसपर सबका जीवन
जैसे गुलाब से सुसज्जित हो आँगन
किन्तु भूल गया वो शूल की पीड़ा
जब परम्पराओं ने जकड़ा, बाँधा

ना तू अमर ना ही अजर
तेरी कृति भी जायेगी एक दिन ढल
जैसे दिवस को डुबाये रात्रि का अन्धकार 
और सर्द झोंको के पश्चात् ग्रीष्म का कहर
बदला चेहरा परंपरा ने भी
और इंसान त्रुटियाँ करता गया









Sunday, June 9, 2019

Growing Organically - I

For a long time, I have been reveling at the waving beauties in my terrace garden in the form of lovely and colorful flowers - some of local variety and a very few exotic as well. Bangalore is paradise for flower bearing plants - roses of various sizes and hues, geranium and many seasonal as well. Of course, it has been quite difficult for me to grown seasonal varieties - not because of lack of expertise or good nutrition for them, but merely because the pigeons chose to gobble them up as their meals even before the tiny saplings could stand erect. Pigeons, I think are emerging as the most resilient of species of birds to co-exist with stubborn humans, to the extent of being irritating and malicious!! I also found that marigold sapling are their favorites in comparison to the other few I have planted so far like calendula, dahlia, zinia etc. It would be interesting to monitor and analyse the reason for this - which I will leave for the coming season where again I will again attempt at planing these glories.

Anyway, after years of good flowers on my terrace, with a very few patches of mint and a few herbs, I thought it logically made sense to venture into growing more vegetables. An expert gardener would have really helped - I wanted to establish a model where I could happily research thanks to our smart phones and the gardener would do all the hard work. I somehow had the expectation that the gardener would be as happy as I would be to see vegetables covering my terrace. But, this was indeed a foolish expectation. Firstly, it started with the gardener really reluctant to take on any more work and started asking fro exorbitant increase in his wages which was highly unjustified. This was because I came from a small town, where the gardeners were readily available and would work for the whole day for meagre wages - being happier on getting a cup of tea and old clothes. But times have changed, now money only matters and to be frank they are not to be blamed. Life is tough for them in these concrete surroundings where commuting is a herculean task forced to be taken up on a daily basis. And unfortunately as a gardener you dont have the luxury of working from home!

Anyhow, I, myself had to make up my mind to give in that extra effort for a regular attention to the vegetable plants unlike flowering. I had a list of excuses - a corporate job, two young girls, an equally busy husband and a home to run! So, I started small - tomatoes. Tomatoes - which are so easy to grow in Bangalore's weather throughout the year. And you dont even need seeds but an overripe or a slightly spoiled tomatoes - just bury it a bit (around half an inch) inside a porous soil in a pot. I have noticed over years that at least for me, the tomatoes grow better in pots - I think mostly because we can control the amount of water and nutrition more in a pot as compared to a bed. And once your garden has tomatoes growing, it is a relationship forever. Even after the tomato plant dies, you will find small shoots randomly springing out their tiny heads in various parts of your garden.

So to plant tomatoes, best is to seed it in a seeding tray (and their are hundred of excellent you-tube videos capturing this) and when you have around 6-7 leaves, you can transplant it in the pot you want it to grow further. If you are growing in summers, water is daily. Don't overwater - but water it little daily. Just remember that lot of water on 1 day and then skipping for 2 days doesn't help - same as eating food for 2 days and then skipping it for the next 2 days is not good for human health. Now, to start with, I used to buy compost or vermicompost from "daily dump" mostly, but next couple of years, I ventured into making my own compost (I would call it no-effort compost). I will capture my experience on composting in future blogs.

What I have noticed and this I have been doing for last few months - putting egg shells (just crush them and put in the mud directly) and also trimming the branches next to the soil, certainly helps in good growth of the tomato plants. And once you have many small tomatoes in a single branch, you can also cut the tip, so that these fruits get all the nutrients.

There are many varieties of tomatoes that can be grown - nati tomatoes, normal ones and cherry tomatoes. Cherry tomatoes are also equally easy to grown and once you start consuming the fruits, you will realize that this is a luxury you can certainly afford!!

Tomatoes like warm weather, if too hot then the leaves start wilting and drying up and you can also see the fruits not appearing juicy - its time then to move them to a bit of shade. Another advantage of planting them in pots or growing bags. Also, in rains, when the sun doesnt appear too often, tomatoes tend to get aphids and mealy-bugs. There are various ways to prevent this as well as cure this for which I will be dedicating a different write up.

Overall, tomato is a tough plant and easy to grow - best for people who are just venturing into vegetable gardening.


Friday, June 7, 2019

Answered

Eyes locked
not wanting to waver
drowning in the intensity,
Calamities surrender
expecting us to quaver
But steady is what we have
Are we lovers dear?

Unfortunate times,
when you lost your mother,
Drowning deep in sorrow,
you said the world is over,
I hugged you tight for eternal long,
Are we lovers dear?

Along the shores, you hold
my hand for so long
we walk a few steps
Mum we are, but I feel
our connection so strong
Are we lovers dear?

You laugh at my jokes
I revel at your poetry
Moments together so many
Stealing time from others
Just you and me
Are we lovers dear?

The terrace, the nearby fields
Imprints all around
Those two are together
Claim our friends
Don't you like their sound ?
Are we lovers dear?

Today I wait for you
At the rock, next to the quay
Shall I ask you the question?
I ask myself every single day
Not doubting you would say yes
When I will kneel down and say
Are we lovers dear?

My dreams know no bound
But the day seems to end,
And you are nowhere to be found,
Panicky is my mind
my nerves tremble to the core
Faster than the wind,
I rush to your compound,
My heart shouting out so loud
Aren't we lovers dear?

I find you by the stairs
Holding hands, I stare
She is most beautiful,
With passion so bare
"Meet my best friend, my love", you say
Not to me but to her
I realize what it means
We were never lovers dear....










Thursday, June 6, 2019

nayi sahar

इस ज़िन्दगी से परे भी देख नादान
अस्तित्व को समेट कुछ आकांक्षाओंके तले
तूने  जिसे मान लिया जीवन भर का सामान 
किसी और के अभिव्यक्त किसी और के कहे

अब ओझल हो जाने दे वो सुबह
जो लाती है बंदिशों भरा दिन
अगली सहर से पहले नया अंतरिक्ष चुन ले
सीमा हो जहाँ तक किरणे सूरज की उछले

सदियों से वाणी बोली औरों की निरंतर
या फिर साधी चुप्पी निस्वार्थ समर्पण
मुख को कह दे निसंकोच कर दे अब ब्यान
क्या संस्कृति और क्या सीख की खान






Wednesday, June 5, 2019

Let us wage the war

Why are we so silent and inhuman? Why are we just dragging our lives in these cities of chaos - plunging from bad to worse as each day goes by. Why are we with no sense of responsibility? Why are we still rejoicing when its time to fight against the mass destruction of Earth? Why are we not waging a war?

A study says that in another 30 years, humans may be extinct - it is frightening but after reading it  most of us would think - this is just another news getting forwarded on social media just like that the Cricket world cup will come to India this year and anyway 30 years is a long time. On the flip side, some of us may even have the audacity to think that anyway it is another 30 years, lets rejoice and use the earth to the maximum limit!!

Even if there were another 50-100 years before the human extinction - its time to think what the next 50-100 years would hold - abnormal temperatures, more natural calamities, highly contaminated water and food. plastic filled oceans. But here we are - sitting complacent within the comforts of our houses and offices and either just talking about it or blogging (including me!) or sharing on social media. Why are we not out on the streets and working towards saving our Earth and the human kind? Why can't the whole world just stop for a year and dedicate it's existence to bring back our Earth from its current state of hopelessness - in turn give ourselves a few more centuries at the very least?

Let us stop the clock - impractical it may sound - but it is the need of the hour. Just stall- stall the progress - the technological and industrial revolutions - the research for a better planet or life on moon or Mars - let us instead save the life on earth. While this may seem highly undo-able - it is far more plausible than shifting to another planet in a Noah's rocket!!

Let us (governments and bureaucracy included) not put energy anywhere else, say let us just shop in case of emergency for a year - not eat out - not travel - no new constructions. Just remain where we are - just giving the life back to our cities and streets. Let us transform them or rather put them back in its original state inch by inch, molecule by molecule. Let us not close our eyes to the devastation we as a human race have caused around - let us carve a cause to be proud of we as humans.

Is there any way apart from this? The speed at which the humans are using the resources, and abusing the earth is alarming and cannot be matched by efforts of a minuscule number of good Samaritans trying to bring the change by tree plantation drives, cleaning the streets, garbage segregation etc. The bit by bit effort is like a few drops of pure water in a gushing filthy polluted river. It doesnt take any time for those few drops to turn dirty when into the river - it doesn't have the capacity and scale to purify the river.

Each one of us has to stop our lives and put that effort. All our energies have to go into that effort - nowhere else. The Earth needs us to save her at a war front - Let us please wage the war.

Saturday, June 1, 2019

किस्से ज़िन्दगी भर के

कहानियों की बारिश है मेरी किताब में
पन्ने बहुत शोर करते हैं आजकल
काली सियाही से रंग भरा था इनमें
जब भटका था मैं दर बदर

कितनी मुस्कानों से मुलाकात हुई 
मौन से उदास चहरे भी लिखे
कदम बढ़ते गए बस बेधड़क 
कुछ हाथ थामे और कुछ बिछड़ गए

अब बैठा हूं इन कागजों को बटोरे
कई दिलों की आवाजों के सिरहाने 
अब बाकी के लम्हें गुज़रेंगे ज़िन्दगी के
फिर से इनके किस्सों को सुनते हुए 
लुत्फ उठा लो ज़िन्दगी का
ज़िद तुम्हारी मौत न सुनेगी

रंजिशों का दामन क्यों पकड़ते हो केवल
छूट जाएगी हाथ से खुशी हर कोई